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5 Dec 2021

Well, i never...

 Will ever.

Even yesterday, a whole life in one day.

But will she answer her email? All my life, at least for five years, I have wanted to meet an Armenian, and i met one and a half...

And that half. 

She can have it all.


"but we don't understand brexit" says the man who has even met my Man Amos of Oz. 

Well there is all of life in that one comment. Even if it was just the comments of The Guardian, and the fools...

"well I am  a leading supporter of The Hams [censored because you don't know what joke you can make any more...]  " and a real woman, and  a real man, despite the neck of the wooly jumper up at missile defence shield rather a lot, know that is how to make friends, real ones...

"there are no nations or boundaries, we all are only ever one divided by what is in the head"


But i did not even see that. How can I not have noticed that. Me only loving  - or at least valuing above all others, those whom really do notice, noticing a small piece of plastic dropped on a hairyplane seat is to me simply all there is - value another no matter what nutjob he may appear, and even more value any lost item that may use some planetary resources to replace ...

And if you must leave some place where you have fixed so much but cannot fix the one big life event that needs fixing and would be so simple with just one ally....not afraid of La Question Ultime...  leav eon your own terms: every single smallest little piece of plastic or metal or wood for that matter, must be used or reused or collected up and kept, just in case...t can or will be reused elsewhere or someone else may have use for it...no matter what.


But how come i did not notice that?! This is absurd. Upon arrival at the place of Ultimate juju - where one learned for sure there is no knowing what juju is for... ever...

The first walk down to the sanctuary - and that word alone is resonant of every sublime and nuance and poignancy,  there she was...strutting her stuff so serenely, that proud and cheerful black swan. 

But ... how is it that i did not see the painting? of....


to be continued. No matter what..... one day